I'm gonna do some drawings i had planned or finish some i've been working on, and after i finish them i'm gonna quit drawing, or just think more about what i really wanna do in life, i have no idea if i will quit temporarily or forever yet, i just have been confused and struggling so much for a long time, i just want all of these overwhelming feelings of failure, envy, deprecation and pressure to go away.

Don't get your hopes up, i always told you not to do so.