I no longer find joy in this no matter how hard i try, i hate every single second of my existence when i draw, nothing ever comes out like i want it to, it's never perfect and it's never good. I'm so tired of feeling disappointed every single goddamn time. I'm literally on break rn, i should feel good, but i have to draw something for a project and it's utterly horrible, i despise it. I despise my hands for not doing what they should and my brain for giving me a creative drive when it's clear i don't want jackshit with this hobby anymore. God how i regret everything in my life, fuck this stupid ass hobby and fuck me.
I wish i could just do all the stuff in my bucket list faster so i could quit sooner, i'm getting sick of this.
Hexamak
I can’t control your feelings but I personally think your art is really good
Sprunkzy
I appreciate people liking my art and stuff, i'm not gonna be an asshole about it, but everytime i get complimented i look back at my art and i detect every single flaw, and i don't get why no one else sees them, why no one else can see how shitty my stuff really is. Do they just feel pity? Are they lying to me? Have they not seen enough art? I have no clue.