This sucks, i hate it. I'll just continue this stupid act for a bit until all my creative drives are finally gone. This was the worst decision i've made in my life, i should have kept this as a hobby because i know i'll never accomplish anything like everyone else does. I don't care anymore about what people tell me that much, i know my truth and that is that i'll never be good at anything. I know people are tired of listening to me whine too so i'll probably shut up after a while.

If you're gonna go check my works or anything else i know you'll just be doing out of pity, don't, i already have enough pity for myself and i don't want you to like my stuff just because boo hoo i'm a sad whiny bitch. Shouldn't have joined this site because i will never contribute anything to it, i'm just a droplet of dirty water in a septic tank, it never gets clean until it's too late. Humans are fucking stupid for wanting to follow their dreams, and i'm only human.

I love my life so much :)