IT'S COMING

THE SERVERS ARE GONNA SHUT DOWN AGAIN

TAKE SHELTER

I broke my small Twitter break to check what a Talbert Files was and found out it was a leaked early draft of the "Freddy Files" which includes outdated Fnaf lore in it. I read the lore and HOLY SHIT it blew my mind.

I'm not gonna take it as canon to the current lore (except for maybe William's monologue that was so raw) but it's pretty clear hints to what the current one might be about.

Also great confirmation that Scott does indeed retcon his stories and stuff. I just hope at some point he gets a team or lends the franchise to someone who knows what to do with the lore because dear god this is a mess LMFAO

Still tho, i love that the OG Freddy Files was more on the view of an investigator, i never read OG Freddy Files but it seemed more like a book about known trivia and fan theories rather than the perspective of someone investigating everything about Freddy's. They should unironically bring that idea back at some point.

Also learned that the second case of dead kids (The ones found in the FNAF 2 minigame "SAVE THEM") is referred to as DCI (Dead Children Incident) by the community, i didn't know that unironically.

OF COURSE STURM RELEASES A FUCKING BANGER WITH EPIC ASS ANIMATION WHILE I'M ON BREAK OF FUCKING COURSE GOD FUCKING DAMN IT EVERYONE ON TWITTER IS ENJOYING IT WHILE HERE I AM STUCK NOT BEING ABLE TO TALK TO PEOPLE ABOUT IT ON DISCORD AND OVER THERE FUCK FUCK SHIT ASS FUCK DAMN IT

Anyways go listen to Silly Billy, genuinely a great ass FNF song, i won't say it's my fav one but the lyrical part just hits so hard

silly billy

React to this post if you are sillying your billy rn

So i should update a bit on my life for my NG peeps since i haven't been here for a while. I got some exciting news:

I postulated for a job at a Cinemark!

I did this some days ago so i can't really say when i will be called for an interview but i'm genuinely excited to finally have a job and do shit instead of laying around playing games, plus MONIESSSSS!!!

I will also get cool benefits like free popcorn, tickets and i can get movie posters! I really want a Fnaf or Fnaf 2 poster (when that movie comes out) so you bet your ass i will snatch one in sight.

But yeah i wanted to mention this in case i stop posting art and shit in both Twitter and here, you can assume i got the job and started working there thanks to this. I will update on this when i can. I won't mind if i get the job or not but i feel great having stuff to do now with my life, it feels good to be independent.

Hope y'all been doing awesome too!

Have you ever realized someone you love will never love you back no matter how much you try or want to, and that person just loves someone else so you can't do anything more than be happy for them and try to move on even if deep down you are very depressed?

Anyways i'm gonna be chilling on Newgrounds again because i fucked up and i need a break to think on my own failures, expect me to actually post more drawings and shit here because i actually feel motivated to work on stuff for a while so yeah, i hope y'all are happy with my return or not idk maybe you even forgot who i am which is fair i mean i haven't posted in quite a while LMFAO

But yeah, i'll also be hanging out on the forums because those are always fun (Even if they aren't as good as General, rest in peace) and make some News post from time to time. It's good to be back.

birthday

Been thinking about this since yesterday, i have been feeling well (aside from the drawing stuff, that shit has always been like that lol) and really amazing lately, so i dunno if i really need to go for 2 full weeks without using Twitter or Discord, on the other hand however, if i don't complete my break it might show how weak and dependant i am on those platforms, and i wanna be able to live without social media for a bit. Idk what to do, the original planned date for me to stop break was Feb 10th, but i might short it down to the 7th since that would still technically a bit over 2 weeks, Let me know what y'all think, maybe this is a bad idea i dunno lmfao

This sucks, i hate it. I'll just continue this stupid act for a bit until all my creative drives are finally gone. This was the worst decision i've made in my life, i should have kept this as a hobby because i know i'll never accomplish anything like everyone else does. I don't care anymore about what people tell me that much, i know my truth and that is that i'll never be good at anything. I know people are tired of listening to me whine too so i'll probably shut up after a while.

If you're gonna go check my works or anything else i know you'll just be doing out of pity, don't, i already have enough pity for myself and i don't want you to like my stuff just because boo hoo i'm a sad whiny bitch. Shouldn't have joined this site because i will never contribute anything to it, i'm just a droplet of dirty water in a septic tank, it never gets clean until it's too late. Humans are fucking stupid for wanting to follow their dreams, and i'm only human.

I love my life so much :)

I no longer find joy in this no matter how hard i try, i hate every single second of my existence when i draw, nothing ever comes out like i want it to, it's never perfect and it's never good. I'm so tired of feeling disappointed every single goddamn time. I'm literally on break rn, i should feel good, but i have to draw something for a project and it's utterly horrible, i despise it. I despise my hands for not doing what they should and my brain for giving me a creative drive when it's clear i don't want jackshit with this hobby anymore. God how i regret everything in my life, fuck this stupid ass hobby and fuck me.

I wish i could just do all the stuff in my bucket list faster so i could quit sooner, i'm getting sick of this.

Ye i know i'm late but i wanted to come back when i had something to show here, sadly i can't post my most recent doodle requests since i'm not a supporter and can't post over 10 pics, so ig i'll have to link y'all the thread of them here

Thread of Doodles

If i get supporter i'll post them, but for now i'll wait to post the next project i finish, thanks everyone and i hope you had an amazing new years party or that you had fun celebrating whatever you wanted, i'm not one to judge, can't wait to post more stuff in the future!